Confessions of a Teenage Dreamer

Guess who is sleeping in a big girl bed as of tonight? Yep… my wittle baby, who isn’t so wittle anymore :(

I got a new phone today and its so amazing. I love it. Also, fuck yeah. I think I’m finally getting over this damn cold. And my friend is gonna come see me tomorrow. Hopefully.

Ask me about my body. (¬‿¬)
Hair: What hair color looks best on you and what's your natural color?
Skin: Do you tan easily?
Eyes: What is your favorite show to watch?
Nose: What is your favorite perfume/candle fragrance?
Mouth: Do you want to kiss anyone right now?
Tongue: What was in your last meal?
Windpipe: Do you sing?
Neck: Do you wear necklaces?
Ears: How many piercings do you have (if any)?
Cheeks: Do you blush easily?
Wrists: Have you ever broken a bone?
Hands: Are you an artist/writer?
Fingers: Do you play an instrument?
Heart: Are you in love? If so, does the one you love know?
Lungs: Do you smoke cigarettes?
Chest: Are your maternal/parental instincts strong?
Stomach: Do you feel confident in your body image?
Back: Are you a virgin?
Hips: Do you like to dance?
Thighs: Has anyone ever called you ugly?
Knees: Have you ever cheated on someone?
Ankles: Have you ever been arrested?
Feet: Favorite pair of shoes?
Brain: Anything you want to ask

It amazes me, how shitty family can be. And how stupid. Claiming they work so hard for what they had or have. When they didn’t. Or just acting like they are all around better, when they arent.

It takes a pretty pathetic person to tear someone down just to make themselves feel better. Thats all they know how to do is sit around a computer or a phone and wait for someone to say something so they can put in their two cents, which is generally unwanted.

Everyone knows how you really are, which is why no one ever wants you around. Why no one ever invites you anywhere or to anything.

I guess I know who my family is, and who my family isn’t. Not like it was that hard to realize in the first place. When someone flat out says they hope your child dies while you’re pregnant with said child, I don’t really see how you can consider them family anyway. Oh well. Better for me.

Whatever. I have people who care about me, so I don’t need all the other hypocrites and bullies in my life.

Write me a TBH (To be Honest), stating an honest fact or thought you feel about me. Or just something honest you wanna say to me. Start the sentence off with “Tbh”.
can you add me and IM me on skype it's pretty important username is gdollar400

Uh, not unless I know who you are. I don’t add random people.

I’ve got a whole tray of pills and a 4 pack of seagrams. They look tempting. Or maybe its just the thought of not waking up that is. Either way, it sounds nice.

I’ll be 21 forever….